terça-feira, 7 de julho de 2020

I have a...

I have a...
I have a headache
One of these that lives with me and won’t go away
Like that one piece of hair that never settles on the right side. Even if the right side is actually the left side

I...
I have a brother

My nose at night
It seems it doesn’t pump enough the balloon inside the chest you know?
It just doesn’t 

Then I become self conscious about my breathing and my lungs and how my Head seems to need more oxygen that my blood is pumping there, my brain becomes a machine of thinking: close your eyes, air flowing through your body, send air there, controlled meditation, old methods for five minutes solutions of chronic issues.
Then veins
We can talk about veins and frozen bites and inflamed bits and parasites
Oh my extremities 
My anus my cock my toes my nose all switched around. I have a story for each one of them, a surgery or three, a long time in bed a day cleaning the house, a sexy and wrong turn of events, prohibited erections. All of those, a lot of pain.
He left when I turned

I have a mouth, no teeth or tongue

I have a heart
It pumps 

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